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Name: Martin
Country: Canada
State: British Columbia
Metro: Vancouver
Birthday: 12/10/1983
Gender: Male


Interests: ~ communing with your soul ~ creating beautiful music (and other art) to the glory of God. ~ changing your perception of what beautiful music to the glory of God is. ~ emancipating the Toy piano from the yoke of slavery that the word "toy" places upon it. ~ championing silence ~ decomposing
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Thursday, April 27, 2006

How Are You?

 

 

     fine...

 

 oh I'm fine, how 'bout yourself(that's

                       not really a question I suppose ...

      I'm fine

       oh fine

I'm a little cold

       a little empty, I mean thirsty

 

I'm hanging in there

I'm hanging ... everything off of some

                                     unspoken ambition

I'm making it ... barely,    from breath to the next

I'm alright really

I'm almost ... there

I'm fine

I'm feeding off of your enthusiasm

I'm hoping I won't have to look you  in  the

I'm dying to be touched

I'm dying of cancer

I'm certain you don't care

I'm walking past you in the opposite direction

I'm wasting your time

I'm wasting my breath

I'm wasting . . .

 

I'm eating my own flesh

I'm robbing you as we speak

I'm falling apart

I'm falling in love

I'm falling all over my own etiquette

I'm looking through you

I'm looking for some way out . .

                  .     

                          any way out

 

I'm bleeding internally

I'm a little  . . . tired

I'm avoiding confrontation

I'm  d e c o m p  o s i n g

I'm late

I'm contemplating suicide

I'm planning a murder

I'm not sure what it is that you want

I'm drowning

I'm alone

I'm just like everyone else

I'm fine


Self-Loathing Fiscalist

 

         for Nathan Lim

 

 

I will always find a reason I can hate you

see oppression sewn beneath your skin

with bloody needle in my hand I’ll begin to tear

you open split the stitches of your empire

and though it may be just a space to fill

my empty life I’ll gladly make you the devil

 

as I need someone

under whom I can struggle

 

Your money’s a methodic amplifier

of the intents of your evil heart

and though to kill you all I’ll do my part I can’t

afford to fund the level of destruction

that you wreck with such a golden hand

unmentioned price that all your idols demand

 

just because

I’m harmless doesn’t mean that I

 

love you like I love

to mock and undress

the fool

unaware he’s naked

under his crown

I’ll sell the emperor

his gown


Universal Product Code

 

       for Lauren Johnson

 

 

I’ll sell my soul for something so much more

real life is made of chains we choose to feel

free far beyond the sea of hands locked in

shackles we’ve bought for ourselves

 

I don’t know who I am

I hear the voice of god through my headphones

printed so clearly on my sales receipt

tell me

who I am I’ve forgotten once again

who I am I’ve forgotten once again

 

Will you cauterize the open wound left by

my self removed heart pave the gap fill me

embalmed with caffeine and credit dictates my

life is spent on empty breath

 

I don’t know who I am

I hear the voice of god through my headphones

printed so clearly on my sales receipt

tell me

who I am I’ve forgotten once again

who I am I’ve forgotten once again

 

I’ll be who you tell me I am

I’ll breathe when you tell me I can


Friday, May 20, 2005

Currently Playing
Brother Is to Son
By Danielson
Daughters will tune you
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LIBERATED PERFORMANCES

Wednesday nights from 7-10pm

Jack Garton, and I are hosting an open mic. at the European Bakery (4324 Fraser st. = Fraser & 27th ave).

Although I just called it an 'open mic.', it's really more of an open performance forum, welcoming any and every method or style of imaginative or artistic expression - so come out and expose yourself, figuratively ... well perhaps literally, but it's probably wise to take that as a figurative statement. Come out and sing, dance, paint, talk, fart, breath, bake a batch of cookies or read your blog to a live audience etc. We would love to see you and your latent expressionism there (you can also just come to watch and have a coffee if that is more up your alley). if you would like more info or have burning questions please email: liberatedperformances@hotmail.com


Thursday, May 05, 2005

Currently Playing
Exclusively for My Friends, Vol. 3: The Way I Really Play
By Oscar Peterson
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         As a preface I should probably say that the Decemberists show last Saturday (April 29th, Commodore Ballroom) was moderately incredible! It even restored my faith in the Commodore as a viable venue for a decent show as my ears were not bleeding by the end of the night (a notable first)! I think I’m in love with Colin Meloy – well… not really, but if I was a girl I’m sure I would write him love letters or something ridiculous like that. We got them out for two encores! The second of which was a solo Meloy playing “Red Right Ankle”, ahhhh…. I think I cried again (as per usual with that piece). Pseudo-amorous admiration Aside, they are seriously the coolest band ever! They had a girl playing violin and singing with them all night that I am afraid I didn’t recognize but she was great and Jenny played the Accordion almost all evening! Chris Funk got the real fun thought, throughout the night he played the banjo, hammered dulcimer, glockenspiel, pedal steel guitar, mandolin and the hurdy gurdy! I so want to get a hurdy gurdy! Oh man and the bassist – in tune and arco the entire night! (Well not arco the entire night, but in tune and arco for most of it actually). I also met (or re-met, as it was, a writer who had the pleasure of interviewing Meloy for an article he wrote in terminal city – it was pretty cool to talk with him and hear his discoveries about our new favorite group.

            Anyway, preface aside, I have begun to dream again of late, not that my waking life is not constantly in some subconsciously fantastic state, but I have not experienced its nocturnal counterpart very much at all this year! Last night I had the pleasure of meeting Mr. Meloy and inviting him over for tea or dinner or something, with the real intent of introducing him to my instruments, most especially the brothers Ferdinand (my toy pianos) whom I am certain he would appreciate! I find myself functioning in a slightly awkward manner in these dreams startlingly close to my conscious method of function. It was not nearly so pronounced in last nights dream (only some linguistic banter) as a few nights before when I dreamed of a reunion with my dear sister, and band mate Elyse. In the dream I had not seen her for at least the summer but perhaps years, so when she came down the stairs, stopping at the first landing (the building having the character of a well lit pub/well worn scholastic hall – I do seem to remember some locked up vending stall behind you on the landing, you know bus transfers, lotto tickets and potato chips) I was so exited that I ran up to her and leaped to give her a gigantically uninhibited hug. I suppose in my imagination (once removed at this point) I thought I was a small child or something and could comfortably jump into to her arms to embrace her, however I was quick to find that the dream did not contort reality to that degree as she nearly fell over surprised and overcome by the filial enthusiasm of this six foot child. She didn’t fall over completely, just back into the barred wall of the closed vending station behind her, still upright enough so that our heads were able to collide (not too hard I don’t think, just another awkward contact). After that I think I apologized in my usually placating fashion and proceed to give her a hug that hopefully didn’t hurt nearly as much and told her that I was so glad to see her again, to which I think you replied that she loved me enormously. Aside from loving the word ‘enormously’, I thought it was rather cute or funny that I was so characteristically awkward even in my fantastic contortions of reality!

            If you have never heard the Decemberists I strongly suggest going to the  killrockstars’ website and listening to the three MP3’s available (The Soldiering Life is my fav.) or the ‘okatu house’ site and watching their video for ‘Sixteen Military Wives' (art direction by Carson Ellis a wonderful artist whose site is also of note). You could also come over if you wished and spend some artful time with me imbibing their glorious euphony, as I have most of their records (on vinyl I might add).



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